Is anyone else praying that this healthcare bill doesnt get ped?

I am so scared,i just imigrated here a few years ago and this healthcare bill is scaring me so much. America is about small govt. and opportunity, this plan makes government so much larger and have more control, soon it will be a monarchy, theyl controll health,schools(loans), welfare. I wish we could raise George Washington from the dead for 1 day so he could set things straight. With a public option and funding for abortion in our taxes that is against my beliefs in abortion and ill be paying for it, id rather get arrested.